Confusion.

Hey. I am feeling soo sad right now. I don't know why. Feelings are playing with my heart & it's hard for me to choose the one I love soo much. I don't want to repeat the same mistake & I'm looking for someone who will be honest & caring to me. But it's really hard. 

When I watched Lagenda Budak Setan just now, I almost cried because it's all about truelove. How I wish tht I can meet a guy like Kasyah(?) 

I know that my truelove won't appear now in my life, maybe when I enter in my ITE life? Or when I'm working? But, I hope that the guy will be a good one for me. I don't ask for a perfection because no one is perfect in this world. I just want him to understnd me, love me, being sincere & trust me. But it's really hard to find one. Everything takes time.

I really do need someone to talk to right now. But I don't know who(?) I am deeply sad ):

Why love must be soo hard & complicating? Haizz.